Well, today I am feeling this song...I really feel like most of the time I live in a way that if it was my last moment on Earth I would have no regrets. However, this past week, I have really been struggling with some decisions and how they have affected me and others. I have had a crash course in how fragile and short life can be and how everything can change in a moment. I feel like my whole life I have protected myself from hurt by pushing others away when I feel there is a threat of hurt or rejection....I find reasons to push people away that sound legitimate and maybe sometimes really are...but I guess I am wondering how often I actually push people away or leave a situation that may have possibly worked because I was scared. I don't know....I just know that my head is swimming...I am second guessing many life choices....this is an awkward time. I have no clue how things will end up...I just know that this song is resonating with me....
Wherever you are, no matter how far
Come back to the heart, the heart of Christmas
Live while you can, cherish the moment
The ones that you love, make sure they know it
Don't miss it, the heart of Christmas